"I can’t sleep. A thousand thoughts are running through my mind. This is the price of becoming an adult. The older you grow, the more burdens you carry on your shoulders and in your heart. It’s like a never ending cycle because of a lack of certainty. You don’t know what becomes of you and you are too old for training wheels or a safety net. Life is ready even if you aren’t. I’m 22 next week and I’m yet to find what truly makes me happy. The sort of happiness that makes your heart sing and your skin glow, your mind rest and sleep come. I’m starting to think that happiness comes later on in life. That’s because right now, there’s a whole load of fucking up to do. I’m not sure if I’m okay with that."